#IM BEING SO NORMAL IM BEING SO AVERAGE
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butchdykekondraki Ā· 23 days ago
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10 years of clef name-dropping kondraki and specifically stating the exact sentence "It made me fight Kondraki" in her fucking SUICIDE NOTE. TEN FFFFFFFUCKING GOD FORSAKEN YEARS GOTT IM HIMMEL . VERDAMMT. VERDAMMT ALLES ZUR HƖLLE VERDAMMT ALLES ZUM KƖNIGREICH KOMMT VERDAMMT
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zer0point5ive Ā· 1 year ago
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ā€œhow did i get here? i had everything in order. my whole life was in perfect orderā€ really was crazy considering that was .. simply not true but. if i said that ā€˜in perfect orderā€™ means something very specific to lawrence
if i said that, for lawrence, order is being able to maintain the facade of being the perfect family man, the doctor with certificates on his office wall and a wedding band on his finger, the guy who also attempts to pursue an affair with another woman because heā€™s desperately trying to convince himself of .. something
creating this narrative around himself and making sure everything he thinks he is or wants to be is maintained in little boxes, meticulously organised to the point that itā€™s falling apart in front of his eyes and itā€™s still ā€˜in perfect orderā€™, itā€™s still preferable to the alternative .. having to face himself. and then ! well then he wakes up locked in a room with his choices that led to this point laid bare
chained up with no way out as heā€™s suddenly forced to confront it all, a front row seat as the careful persona heā€™s built crumbles before his eyes when the man opposite him pulls out a bunch of photos. lawrence, whoā€™s so careful to only be perceived in a very specific way, who presents himself as this guy heā€™s created, is suddenly faced with someone he canā€™t hide from, someone whoā€™s seen at least partly beneath the exterior and developed it in black and white. lawrence, who claims that heā€™s never in photos, suddenly being faced with this reality of himself being captured in the flash of adamā€™s camera
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as-the-stars-foretold Ā· 4 months ago
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you ever think too hard about how tristamp Vash consistently called Knives "Kni/Nai" like even until the very end
"Who are you?" hits uhmmmmm way harder
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gorebek Ā· 4 months ago
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i have an entire tor and gor swapping places au in my head but i cant draw
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downsteepy Ā· 4 months ago
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i am very grateful that im not someone that has to deal with daily seizures but it is evil when it takes like a week and a half's worth of business days to recover from a seizure
#if i had them everyday or every other day i would be so fucked šŸ˜­#id like to say they dont bother me per se but the entire week after is laying in bed after 11 pm and wondering if jts going to happen again#bc my head feels like its about to explode#and then do not get me started on the fear of getting in the shower within the first few days of one happening .#reasonably i understand that my seizures happen from 11pm to maybe 3 am on average .#but ill have a seizure and then have to hype myself up for like 2 hours just to take one 3 days later st like 2 pm#my seizures do not interfere with my day to day life in extreme ways but existing knowing that i have them during a certain time frame is#like. Hey man can you grow up#also it is really funny being told theyre probably hormonal or stress related and should 'probably stop' as i get into my mid 20s .#Well im turning 25 next month and evidently i still have seizure activity in me#also also heres a fun fact: my epilepsy does not have an actual named diagnosis they just said i certainly have a Form of it ā¤ļø#they dont know what causes them and i have no real warning signs (bc a headache =/= potential seizure)#they dont bother me but i do have to live with the knowledge that i could have one any day now and wake up to my mom asking me questions#hope everyone can tell i have a lot of feelings about my epilepsy despite not talking about it like ever ā¤ļø#the only thing that really bothers me is the no warning signs. ive been perfectly fine and had them. ive had massive migraines when i was#unmedicated and didnt have one. very bizarre#and ofc all my brain scans come back normal all the time so they dgaf Lol
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dirt-str1der Ā· 10 months ago
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I still get scared when i remember kiryu is canonically quite lean and not a fatty at all
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justablah56 Ā· 5 months ago
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anyways guys I watched venom last night and have come to the conclusion that eem . gay sex .
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wrestlezon Ā· 7 months ago
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got pretty sad hearing about the chuck news but then found & read the full dave meltzer quote, which was just him confirming that what excalibur said on tv was real/true with some examples of wrestlers that were told similar things and came back and one that didnt.
from how everyone was reacting i thought there were, like, additional developments that made the situation a lot more doomer. its the same situation ("not out of the question, but dont count on it").
though im glad that (according to fightful) thats hes been training to be a producer/coach lately. i hope his energy continues to be passed down
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imovyn Ā· 3 months ago
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sometimesSoMETIMES i catch a a glimpse of a life i could lead that is so beautiful and vibrant and lovely itā€™s THERE just beyond my grasp AAAAAAAHHHHHHH
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the-gayest-sky-kid Ā· 2 months ago
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im being so normal rn. im being so normal
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windupaidoneus Ā· 2 hours ago
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hey read mores can be used for shit nobody wants to see i forgot
im acutely aware airing out my spirals is inappropriate at best but it's either that or i bottle up & stay at least mildly upset over nonsense forever. having a therapist (that i trust) would be nice but until then all i can do is walk through my own mental processes aloud to get normaler. & thankfully it does work. i do feel better when i publicly analyse myself & less upset at whatever caused the unwarranted negative emotions of the month. again sorry to everyone though.
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cerealxperimentslain Ā· 12 days ago
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shit might suck right now for me health and mentally wise BUT at least my doctor said that i should get vaccinated for the rona and flu so i get to do that for free now forever so at least thatā€™s something
#i still havenā€™t recovered from the sickness my siblings inflicted on me#iā€™ll be better for a day or two and then i donā€™t get so much sleep one night#because i havenā€™t gotten my sleeping pill prescription refilled yet#and then i wake up feeling like shit and full of phlegm#i know itā€™s the same one because itā€™s not like iā€™m out here getting reinfected by anyone#and then my sleep shit snowballs from how late i wake up and how much longer everything takes when im sick#and the only thing that reminded me consistently to take my evening meds is broken#and i have to contact the provider that lent it to me and also i have to contact like seven others for various things#and some of them are easy to get ahold of and some are a nightmare and all is too much#needless to say iā€™m ā€˜going throughā€™ ā€˜itā€™ as the kids say#AND school on top of that???#i feel bad for being so offline because i feel like im letting people down with the fundraiser stuff#but you can see why iā€™m like.#iā€™ll be back when i have my shit together enough that i wonā€™t lose my disability benefits next year#because thatā€™s another fucking sword of damocles iā€™m oscillating between trying not to think about and having debilitating anxiety over#and i have to apply but i need an updated study plan for that but the guy who is in charge of those#cancelled our appointment so i had to book another one which is a few days before a school related deadline#and iā€™m probably going to be broke as hell beginning of next year anyway because the benefits renewal process takes on average 6 months ime#and it comes with backpay but i have a old ass senior dog. so thatā€™s going to be fun juggling vet bills šŸ™ƒ#normally iā€™d sprinkle this stuff a little here or there but i havenā€™t been online to do that do you get it all at once
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frogwen Ā· 28 days ago
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-__- having a normal one. dont even worry im being so normal lately and not psycho crazy (can reclaim btw hahahahahaha. ha...ha.) šŸ«„
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entropy-sea-system Ā· 1 year ago
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While g3 is a lot better about including different body types, I feel like ppl are applauding the bare minimum just bc they made Draculaura's doll have a pear shaped ish body but like. Thats just an average body type?? Sorry but thats not far from the body type of our body and we are not considered fat. The rest of the characters are often simply at least a bit skinnier than whats actually average. I feel like Iris Clops and Tundra Bominable are probably the only humanoid body characters whose bodily types even diverge a bit from the norm?? And I feel like they made Clawdeen in the show (and practically every character ofher than Draculaura) very skinny compared to her live action counterpart.. It feels like media franchises want to be lauded for just having a doll and character with an AVERAGE body type and that being "body diversity" for them. Media in general makes it seem like average is "skinny but not so skinny that your bones show"
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nohara-rin-dot-mp3 Ā· 1 month ago
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wait whats the drinking age in konoha. like no way its 21 not with the way they treat kids. actually you know it might not be officially regulated at all. i bet theres some like cultural stuff about not drinking before you graduate the academy/reach age of majority (both valid ways to become an "adult") but nothing is probably stopping them except like maybe. parents. strokes chin.
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sonknuxadow Ā· 1 year ago
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sorry but i find it really hard to believe that ao3 was down because of some sudanese hate group that's mad about lgbt content. that Literally just sounds like something people who donate way too much money to ao3 would make up to convince themselves that theyre oppressed for reading incest fanfiction and that the ao3 staff are heroes who are immune to criticism
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